How can I be another me
On the outside I'm another me
On the inside I deal with many issues
How can I transmit the feelings that I feel to the real me
How can they be so remote from each other
And yet
Not even touch each other
It's like looking at a dark grey sky
at the end of the day
and waking up to the sun
streaming through the windows
What makes up these complexities I wonder
How can we be so unmatched.
Am I alone I wonder
with my failings,
with my feelings
How could this be that the two of us are me!
I really want to cry and weep,
and pray that it doesn't stain
the other me
like grape juice
on a rainy day
It baffles me to think
so bewilderingly
that the two of us are really me!
and waking up